I wish all the blood would drain from my body & fill the room with the numb that I feel. My head is so full of thoughts like these that I find it difficult to see the real from the replica. Everyone looks & sounds the same. We all know this is my fault. We all know that the numb is a projection. If only someone would direct the camera, we could have a show.
Given Up
Wake in a sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape
I’m my own worst enemy
I’ve given up…
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!
I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares I’m my own worst enemy
I’ve given up…
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!
GOD!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my…
Put me out of my fucking misery!
I’ve given up I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away I’m suffocating! Tell me what the fuck is
Wrong with me!
Violet Ashes 